And It’s hurts so much. Why?

1. First. Heartbreak.
2. Who wouldn’t when you’re the only one left standing?
3. He met all my family AND friends
4. I don’t know what to tell them
5. I had so much hope. He gave me so much hope
6. It’s almost my birthday
7. And I have to pretend it’s all fine
8. I have so many personal problems to deal with first
9. How could I even smile?
10. HE’S ALL FINE WITH IT

This is why I never ever wanted to be in love. See what I got? A broken heart on my 18th birthday. 18th? That is like every girl’s dream to be happy on their debut. But I’m so miserable. Everyone is expecting him to be there. And I have to smile and be happy in front of everyone. And I have to face this all alone. And I’m tired.

Can I just die now?

It never fails to amaze me when people whose birthday happens to be months after mine are already spazzing on how their birthday should be. And I’m here whose birthday is less than a week from now has no plans yet. None. Not even what I’ll wear. lol

Because I didn’t feel like studying last night..

And I felt so down-hearted again.

Happy Mother’s Day to my Mama and Lola!

Because you love me for who I am, I love you both <3

Happy Mother’s Day to your moms too! :)

Some DIY I made during the nights when Insomnia attacks (which is like almost every night) -___-

I actually made 3 detachable collars *o*

bows <3

Actually did that^ for fun. Papa bow, mama bow and the baby bow. Family of bows. Cuties huh :> Okay, Creepy. Dianne. Stop. 

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What do you think? x